Zounds! ([info]disposable_hero) wrote,
@ 2003-10-01 13:08:00
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By the way...

the pro ano communities
lead me to practicing anorexics
who,
stupidly,
drink bottles of vodka at parties

it's empty calories and it comes from potatoes.
i don't know what i hate more: self-destruction, or half-assed self-destruction.


i can at least respect a martyr, even a martyr to an inane cause.

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[info]drkstdays
2003-10-01 10:31 am UTC (link)
drink enough and you puke.... which would be right up their alley.

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[info]drkstdays
2003-10-01 11:02 am UTC (link)
though, i would think that an anorexic person wouldnt be able to handle much alcohol at all.

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[info]disjointedmemes
2003-10-01 11:57 am UTC (link)
The trick is to drink it all before your stomach begins to revolt against you, screaming "viva la revolution!" in a heavy French accent.

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[info]drkstdays
2003-10-01 12:01 pm UTC (link)
Hahahaha... i just wonder where that mutinous line is. It cant be too far. I imagine axorexics get drunk easily, though.

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[info]disjointedmemes
2003-10-01 12:11 pm UTC (link)
I know a guy who's flirting with anorexia. When we drink, he's able to take a few strong shots and nurse a mixed drink or two after that before he starts to get slushy. He's not full-on anorexic, though.. In fact, I think his tendency to puke all his food up after eating is caused by a physical ailment of some kind.. He does have an irrational fear of gaining weight.. It's hard to tell.

And I think I shared too much.. O.o

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[info]drkstdays
2003-10-01 12:18 pm UTC (link)
ooh, "a friend", eh? yeah, i've had "friends" who've flirted with anorexia.... but it was more like they were too busy with school and dealing with shit in their lives... then they realized they hadnt eaten in 3 days. they were proud of that fact, though..... sad that they wish they could do that again, and on a regular basis.

and now i've said too much.

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[info]disjointedmemes
2003-10-01 12:24 pm UTC (link)
Whoops, I think I meant bulimic in my above post, not anorexic. I can never remember which is which.

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[info]drkstdays
2003-10-01 12:27 pm UTC (link)
well, anorexic people usually practice bulimia... and bulimic people usually dabble in anorexia. but yeah, they're separate things.

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[info]drkstdays
2005-05-10 09:48 pm UTC (link)
poop on your face.

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[info]disjointedmemes
2005-05-10 09:50 pm UTC (link)
You son of a bitch.

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[info]drkstdays
2005-05-10 09:52 pm UTC (link)
youuuu sonnoffabeeech!

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[info]disjointedmemes
2005-05-10 09:53 pm UTC (link)
If you were a woman, I'd slug you.

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[info]drkstdays
2005-05-10 09:54 pm UTC (link)
fuzzy wuzzy wuzza woman?

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[info]disposable_hero
2003-10-02 01:33 am UTC (link)
Bwaaah.

I forgot to eat today and almost passed out in front of IHOP. I don't like feeling weak and no-blood-sugary. So I don't think I'll be looking back on this week with a glow of pride. o_0

Although-- and hit me-- I was happy today when someone commented that I looked "tiny," and asked me if I was eating enough.

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[info]drkstdays
2003-10-02 08:52 am UTC (link)
is it sad that we view that as a compliment? strangely, i'd love it if someone came up to me and said: "are you ill? you look too thin. perhaps you should try eating" ...... and that cant possibly be a good thing.

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[info]disposable_hero
2003-10-02 04:27 pm UTC (link)
I know. What the fuck. I always think, "Oh God, that's so wrong." But what is that, anyway? It's like... a sick validation? An excuse, perhaps, for other shortcomings? "I can't help it, I'm frail?"

None of which apply to me.... Yes, it's sad.

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